El Amore

Nov 27

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omg this is so cool! I
cant wait for more!

Nov 26

This is so exciting! Too excited for more!

This is so exciting! Too excited for more!

Nov 25

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Sweeet this is so awesome! Excited for next
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May 11

Here and There….

What is real pain…
a broken leg, a broken heart
The loss of a loved one, feeling as though you are being ripped apart…
whether your a spectator or in the game, it makes no difference it’s all the same.
there left to pick up the pieces, or you watch on as they try to make sense of it all. Ready to catch them when they fall…
you both know with death there is rebirth and that these things just take time… but you also know in this darkness she is just looking for that light she has lost to shine…
losing a husband is something I cant even comprehend at this stage, but watching her left behind.. The pain is something I am not willing to gage..
So comfort and support, I will be there till the end, because yes she is a client but she is also my dear friend.

Apr 23

Hayley

You were meant to stay with me forever, but the angels cut it short

Twin means two, so where are you, where are you?.

I didn’t plan to do it alone, this wasn’t part of the deal

So why am I standing here years later with your ghost still haunting me.

I watch the others and I think that should have been us

I want to be angry at you, at the same time I just want you back

Angel watching over me, angel up above

I walk this path alone now it’s a lonely life to live

Some things in life aren’t meant to be, it just isn’t so

One day I know we’ll be together again It’s ok I know you had to go

Why did you leave me here, why didn’t you fight to stay

Didn’t you know how hard it would be for me on my own trying to fit into a world full of wrongs?

Did you think of me when you left? Did you think of me at all?

Now all I’m left with is photos, memories and a plaque in the ground

Angel watching over me, angel up above

I walk this path alone now it’s a lonely life to live

Some things in life aren’t meant to be, it just isn’t so

One day I know we will be together again It’s ok I know you had to go

Just when I think your still here, I wake up and realise it’s all just a dream

I know you visit me from time to time; I can feel you all around

One day it will all be all right, one day the pain will ease

But until that day comes my twin, each day I carry you with me

Angel watching over me, angel up above

I walk this path alone now it’s a lonely life to live

Some things in life aren’t meant to be, it just isn’t so

One day I know we will be together again its ok I know you had to go…

Chaos and Confusion

I Am so sick of all this frustration

Wish I had the key to unlock my imagination.

I wish that I could just break free.

Or all my thoughts are going bury me.

I keep looking inside myself for the answer.

But these issues keep consuming me like some kind of cancer.

Hoping someone will notice and take the pain away.

Hoping for once someone will stick to their word and stay.

If I just stay true to myself, if I just stay true to my heart.

All the chaos in between, surely over time will go unseen

If you asked me if it will be ok, If you asked me if it will work out

It’s not something I would consider lightly, Not something I would talk about.

Listen

Why can’t you just listen, for once I wish you knew?

Every time you speak those words

Every time the heartache grows

Cant you feel the distance between me and you

You say your just trying to understand

But I know deep down you don’t approve

Or maybe its that you don’t believe

I can make it, in the big world of music and rock bands

But I’m a big girl now and I have really grown

I will make it just you wait and see

Because I believe in me, yes I believe in me.

If You Just Believe…..

Feeling this wonder feeling this joy, finally feeling like this is something I can enjoy

I am safe I am free, I don’t care if the world judges me.

Yes I’ll have my critics, people will have there doubts, will not believe.

But they do not know what lies in my heart, my deepest desires, there lies the key.

Ten Feet Tall

What made her think she was bigger than ben hur.

Feeling this hurt feeling this pain what have they really got to gain?

If I keep going this way surely I’ll send myself insane

I try to stand tall and keep my self worth

Tell myself why I’m here on this earth.

Circle of friends

Friendships they can change, it’s natural for people to come and go.

At times you may feel heartache; at times you may feel low.

Who knows why friends do the things they do.

Sometimes it seems easier not to care.

But if they are true friends they will be there in good times and bad and always have time to laugh and share.